From the childhood days, I have been an active folk in the home who keeps on breaking something and doing mischievous things. “He breaks every toy we buy for him”. This is the complaint from my parents in the childhood days. Yes, it’s true. I like to break, dissemble and assemble them all my toys and things in the curiosity of how things works. But Nature is more intelligent than us. It knows how to heal,cure and make life better even though some external factors breaks the ecosystem.
Here some battles I fought and how my life rejuvenated again.
First Battle : My Existence on this UNIVERSE
I heard from my parents that my grandmother forced my mother to take pills when she was conceived to avoid me. Fortunately she doesn’t completed the prescribed tablet course as I was already destined by God for me to reach to this universe.
When this first battle flashes in my mind, I always feel that I was really a unique and special care was given to me by supreme power
Second Battle : SPINE Tuberculosis
It’s been miracle for all of them who are seeing me now. A decade ago in the year 2003, I was diagnosed with Spine TB. This is almost something new in our family history. And the medical practitioners took nearly 10 months to Identify what’s wrong with me as this was entirely new for them.
It’s all started like this with a continuous high fever for months in the evening. I have lost around 20 kgs. My entire body has weakened and I was been fatigue even after sleep. The pulse rate has increased. All the doctors just looked at the symptoms and gave temporary medicine without trying to Identify the root cause of the problem.
And day by day the symptoms gets worsened, which took me too a very serious condition of not able to walk,hold anything in my hands or able to turn my neck/head. This forced to my to get admitted and hospitalised for few days. Friends, Relatives & Neighbours felt that I am almost reaching my end. But still everyone came to see encouraged and gave confidence to get recover quickly.
On Third day of hospitalization, one of the chief doctor after looking my reports finally diagnosed that I was suffering from a rare attack. Spine TB. Still wondering what’s the cause of this. Then it took 1 year to get cured and recover to normal state.
What I affirm through this is :
– God wants me to take part on this play for an unique purpose.
– I need to find the purpose and serve this universe through this Precious Life.
– And what I understand is the universe and nature is always continuously flowing me with goodness for the betterment of my Life.
And these physical battles might ended now. But the subtle battle to become a better being day by day continues..